You belong with me,

9:40 AM - Wednesday, November 11, 2009

freak it, forgot to dedi post to dearest roommate,
TABITHA - pancake
HAPPY BIRDDAY :D
7th nov 95

Posting posting posting.
Considering Mia, hahas!

Thank you seorin for that post :D
yes yes, im not gonna say idk, because i do know. D:
Usually, thats my standard ans when i dont want to admit the truth or make hard decisons ?

The english relief cher just asked us to check our maj mod test papers,
We all rioted and said we dont care abt it, then continue slacking ! (:

"Bad students sia, go riot. last time no matter how hard the paper i never complain just do"
I still remember that line, ! hahas.

The weeks passing so slowly,
one part of me doesnt want to go to Bukitjalil :(
We go there just run up and down the hill like crazys,
but, the other part wants to go and escape singapore !

IYSC trials this friday, rawrsss.
I curse myself to fall down -.-

Looking forward to saturday
Looking forward to saturday
Looking forward to saturday !!

Gna watch movies with team
Shop shop shop with storms
Gna ton the night with my dog ( <3 )
Gna break a promise :(

Okay, im back to guai-ness.
Stopped playing around already (:
This holiday is focused on making money!
$.$
Dad recommended me a job for around end of nov,
clash 1 day with Bukit Jss,
He says he doesnt want me to go alone tho, so ask me to drag friends along (:
That was a longgggg time ago, now dno if still got slot ><

Tag replies;

Sze- You introed me to the Tamia songgg :(

Seorin- Aw! thanks babe (:
And you say your always there, but that day nvr meet me at bugis, so i wandered around alone!
>;p

Glenda- hahas, thanks G, btwbtw, i heard about the jiwon thing. woots ! xP

8:29 PM - Sunday, November 08, 2009

JUST WALKING AROUND, missing you

whatthefaggg,
think ive given up and moved on ?
i really cant get over the fact that you thought i had another guy,
this is my point of view.

jioed sooo many people out today,
they were either busy,broke,sleeping(!),studying or wtih bfs,
blehhs, and they all rejected me after i got ready to go out alrdy!
So, i solo out today (:
Went to bishan lib for awhile, studied studied like a good nerd :D
One nerdnerd ask for my number, he suaysuay superrrr bad timing cause i was emo-ing alrdy,
and i was not happy >;/
so i give him the fucking guailan face, say
" your too ugly, "
then faster chao out, walking in a super bitch way :D
HAHAHAS!

That cheered me up a LITTLE bit,
but, then i walked around, didnt know where to go,
played train alone -.-

in the end, i ended up here....

slacked,thenhome

9:42 AM -

AHH, internet at home is so slow naaaaaaooo,
yesterday went out to watch a movie with mom,
My girlfriend is an agent,
mai siao siao eh, we couple seat bodoh !
xP
the movie was super cute and best best (:

after movie, i train to novena to find szelin,
reached her house,
slack slack, go throught smss exam papers, then slack slack somemore,
uhmm, im taking the smss test 2weeks from now ?
><

Reached home, couldnt blog cause internet down :(
Watched heroes season 4 ~!

All I hear is raindrops falling on the rooftop
Oh baby, tell me why'd you have to go
Cause this pain I feel it won't go away
And today I'm officially missing you

I thought that from this heartache, I could escape
But I've fronted long enough to know
There ain't no way
And today I'm officially missing you

Ooh...can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I-I'm officially...

All I do is lay around,2 years full of tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don't even know you at all, I don't know you at
all

Well, I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it's safe to say, baby, safe to say
that I-I'm officially missin' you

Ooh...can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I-I'm officially

Well, I thought I could just get over you, baby
But I see there's something I just can't do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can't find a way to let go of you

Ooh...can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I-I'm officially...

It's official
Hoo, you know that I'm missin' you, yeah, yes
All I hear is raindrops, oh, yeah
And I-I'm officially missin' you

16d-w/ou

11:31 AM - Saturday, November 07, 2009

What the Fuck ._.
Im mobile posting! cool phone la :)
anyway, going out lter with my mom cause she says she wants to watch a movie with me to get me out of depression.
Samuel,xiaoboyzx.
Dont keyboard warrior here pls.
im not giving out my number (x.boy)
and dont anyhow call me your girl (samuel)
-.- fuck both of you la, i dont even know you. Kp.

uguesswho,
you can be alot of people i knw, i hope your not the im still inlove with.
if you are, then smlj congrats sia, you think can move on so easily de ah, of move on le, why are you like forever in my head ==
if move on le, why does it hurt that your not with me.
And it's impossible, cause deep down i don't want to move on

10:24 PM - Friday, November 06, 2009

Message in my draft,
To; <3qisheng/1
Status; Unsent

5/11/09
12.17am

I may be messaging and flirting around like crazy right now.
But your always the first and last thing on my mind every single day.
The person i think of when i wake up,
The person i miss before i sleep
And the person i dream holding me
Your the last person i message goodnight to, every night.
After that message, i dont touch my phone anymore.
The things i say to these guys are empty.
Although we talk and talk, im not even there, i dont remember their names
i dont give a fuck about them.
All my feelings are in the last goodnight.

I dream about you sooo much, do i smile in my sleep ?
then when i wake up,
and im fucking sad again

A dream is a wish your heart makes,
When your fast asleep
In dreams you lose your heartaches
Whatever you wish for, you keep.
Memories on replay

/edit,
Lols, just talked to xuanqin on facebook.
talk to her cfm sad right ?
she reminds me so much of her brother and the goodtimes we had.
I dono to be sad or irritated.
She ask me go hug her bro,
Obviously cannot right ? Altho we're 'friends'
The feelings will just come back and kill me inside.
Confirm cry
Im dying to hug him, but.. wtf, i just cant/
Hard for her to understand la,
then she ended up pissed at me, ask me go die, 'friends cannot hug meh?'
hahas
so innocent sia 9;
so now, im even more sad.
but.. whatever, its my fault sorry qin ><
i suck.

9:34 PM -

pqs/

The week was tiring on a whole, super stress studying for so many tests.

Monday last paper, jiayou janelle (:

Friday no training~

Right after maths paper which ended at 12nn, changed and went over to causeway to meet Michael bro (:

Bought waffle w/ peanut butter, then trained to tiongbahru ~

Like 3 years nvr go alrdy ?!

After reaching, a little phobia cause M say go his friend hse slack,

hahas, yes yes, still phobia of rape ><

Anyways, reached Kevin's hse (he quite shuai neh,)

wait for him to bathe bathe then M bro ask me act as his gf cause he bet w/ kevin that he wont break with his gf before 2mths ( which he did alrdy )

so... pretend pretend, which was so failed cause i not interested in him ATALL -.-

in the end, admit to kevin that we brosis nia :D

THENNN,

went downstairs to eateat (:

Weilong came over to join us,

eat finish, walk over to nearby carpark to puff.

M,K,L all smoke smoke spit spit like siao -.-

sat around the table, play with fireee~

i suaku learn new lighter trick ^^
uhmms, kevin weilong fishing competition on my phone -.-

childish fuckers ;P

Walked over to Weilong hse,

i now even more phobia -,-
3guys and me, in the room, lols.

but, they all nice de (:

watched super violent movie + where got ghost,

ah, where got ghost

where got ghost

where got ghost,

watch that, i just look out the window, heart gam pain.

fark.

thenthen Bro keep gaygay/fightfight with kevin, lols

I try punch kevin the arm, fuck bruise sia -.-

He every sentence got knncb , heard is 18 fighter ?

So went down aagain, walk walk,

3 of them super disiao people ey,

then nearly got daiji ><

ah, cb see what

10:40 AM - Thursday, November 05, 2009

English <3
Hehes, its always free period at english so very slack
Had maths hons. test yesterday, okay la, passable ><

Maths Maj on friday,
Science Maj on monday,
rahhhs.

NOTFAIR,
olivia having fam outing T.T
not only did her fam steal her from me, (!)
but her fam is shuaigechiobu de x_x
vincent,brandon,kenneth, hahahas!
eddy ugly die. ;p

Hohum,
janelle feels guilty sad :(
She has played chipeng,jason, even michael :(
Altho michael is brobro, i think he just joking when he ask for stead ?
;x

If your free and you borrow my phone,
you should read the unsent messages in my drafts :*(
sad .

-i'll send you msgs sometimes,
call you sometimes.
im still human, i give in to my wants!

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